Hello! i'm back from a weekend of fun in Pulau Dayang! e diving was really an experience =) first time diving without my daddy. honestly i'm such a daddy's girl. but this trip has taught me to be alot more independent thats for sure! its not been an easy journey for me i'd admit, being co-organiser w erikson. i'm quite retarded honestly and i think i did hinder him a little more than aid. only JUST. after the whole trip, did i open hotmail and see the MANY MANY emails about the trip that have been sent. shit. and really. i need to work on counting, i can feel e area u use to count in e brain just shrinking. gettin figures isnt as easy as it used to be! ugh

anyway, assisted the dive instructor Desmond in leadin the open water team. they really are not bad open water students and performed well =) slight gliches here and there but on e whole they're a cool bunch =) guess u learn alot following the open water students. and it places this certain responsibility on u. see, for my past 100+ dives, i was nv responsible for anyone. daddy alwys looked out for me, i just swam along. so i take or granted things like keeping a lookout for the leader, or conrolling buoyancy properly cos it comes naturally for me now. but after being with the students, u realise that ure and example, and it makes u watch ur underwater actions more. the single dive i did with the leisure guys was bloody different. the bunch was pretty wild and harder to keep an eye on cos they kept disappearing all over the place. highlights revolve round the damn triggerfishes! one attacted Desmond and scratched his hand pretty badly, RATHER. SCARY. the other triggerfish exp. was when it attacked the leisure dive group. i saw a triggerfish and kinda panicked cos it was e same species that came after me when i was little. it tried to attact the other instructor but didn't do any damage, thank goodness. there was a leisure grp guy i pulled back and asked to stay back cos e triggerfish was pissed and it was dangerous. that funny chap, tried to show that he could fight the fish, so he pulled out a SPOON. yes, he yanked a bloody SPOON out and held it out to me. situational joke, but i'd never laughed that much underwater before.

oh well. i dno what to say about the trip. wish i had visuals to show, but they are in everyone else's cameras! haha when i get them all, or look on facebook =D haha alot of private thoughts and ideas im having now, dont know if they're all good. thought about issues i had on my mind before going for e trip, then ideas that formed during the trip, now i'm thinking about whats going on now. haha confusing right. well, mel's invovled, what would be expected.. we'll see how it goes after the outing..

met teletubby for dinner today, officially my favourite potongpasir friend seriously. talked about stuff, and yes, mel falls too easily =/