hello! its awfully late but i randomly feel like writing something. today's been absolutely marvelous! i just got home not too long ago actually.

ive been so used to spending my days hanging out in town or doing mindless shopping this holidays. so today was a great change! e first part of the day was spent with benjamin! ha i told him i didnt wana hit town! so he asked, "do u like to eat ice cream?" haha of cos i do! so we ended up going to serangoon, taking the train all the way to newton, changing a bus to bukittimah, and walkin to island creamery for yummy icecream!! hah they really have alot of cute flavours! i never knew ben had such an appetite for icecream! we had - horlicks, nutella, mango, apple pie! w chocoballs and m&ms :) i was bloated by e time we were 80% done! haha but he wanted more and ordered - burnt caramel and cookies&cream! haha then we just sat there and talked and laughed and basically had a lot of fun. it was really interesting a way to spend a day. in a corner of town i wouldnt meet anyone i know (well almost no one), and just chillin with a fun someone :) after that we walked down BT road and just talked about everything and anything, giggling like little girls but feeling so happy indeed =) we took a long bus ride down to bugis to meet zhu! heh. ben's alwys a fun person to hang out with. since sydney days he's never been a dull one, from racing to lampposts in sydney, to adventures in a park past midnight, to randomly taking pictures of birds, to doing totally randoms with donuts, and to my first icecream outing. totally sweet =)!

after that met up w peikun in town! ha got dinner and read this odd mag called Beauty Blackbook while he did 15min of indoor tannning. i think i'm a lousy scardey cat. but i am so not going into that machine and closing the lid on myself. goodness. the feeling is terrible. haha he's rather silly really, cos he was afraid of havin me wait alone outside the room, he asked if i was allowed to go in and sit on e couch to chat while he tanned. the guy gave him this odd look and said something about having to totally undress which made us go like "OH... right..." so i sat outside... caught kungfu panda after that!!! omg its hilarious. its SO.CUTE. really. thou e plot was rather simple and it was kinda short i'd feel. expected more actually. i dont think it deserves the 4 stars so many people award it cos the pace was wrong. e climax was too sudden and not intense enough and the show ended too quickly imo! oh well. after that we walked from cine, to far east. and from far east back to cine's youth park. i swear we're totally retarded. haha sat at the youth park and had supper till about 3am! so we spent about 4 hours just talking and talking. i find myself being able to share with him alot that i usually dont. whether its because i'm uncomfortable with others or shy. there's this odd trust that i'm not sure where to place. we discussed everything from love to life to family to futures. the long long chat was really enjoyable. changed my opinion of the guy a great deal, for the better. but our frequencies are still a little off and he still has trouble makin out what im sayin sometimes!

had a super mini row with didi while at supper. sigh. how did a 2min conversation go so bad. somehow, it makes me wonder, what if..

anyway there's silosohotbod tmr. promised to go support peikun! since he's wearing one of my silver bangles for luck (gay as it may look) haha. THANK YOU SMALL for going with me and not pangsehing! <3