i have been bloggin alot it seems, means i'm always at home.

this whole singlehood thing is going well i think, following my late night enlightenmet! kahei came over today to chill and watch moviee! we surfed facebook and laughed and ogled and wailed for e H-O-T gay. hahah then watched dreamgirls and amazed ourselves with their voices and songs! it feels good just sitting around w a friend watchin a show w/o a care in e world (almost). decided to be a little more FIT after that and went jogging! the first 10 min were fantastic! i was impressed by how totally energetic i felt, then 15-20 min were...erm... a little more challenging.. and 20-30th min were like "come on mel..jog till pk replies..come on mel..jog till sj replies.." then text while jogging which makes time pass faster! i'm good at self deception. haha. anyway! opposite my estate, is the old cemetry which is excellent to jog cos of its purity, really, east coast park has too many people, and skate shops, and drink stalls and dogs and what not. here, its really long overgrown grass on broken paths and pebbles and stones around. its really pretty and u feel different jogging there. :) jogged up this TINY. hill and looked around at a pretty blue sky and green grass. i felt really, free. it suddenly hit me, that this was e beauty of single life, the easy day with a girlfriend, and the random jogging u do alone, and lookin forward to dinner with an old old friend. this is what singlehood is about, and its not that bad! wheet. enlightenment part 2!

went to the gym afterward and realised "OHMYGOD I HAVE A HOT NEIGHBOUR". no i did not do anything to him. really! haha but he does have a RATHER hot bod. haha. did some gyming and tried to ignore one of those disgusting taiwanese variety shows wad bai wad bai wad bian thingy. w e squealing taiwanese voices. gawd. save. me. when e girl left i rushed to switch it off. ugh. didnt even understand what all e squealing meant. foreign languages. gosh :/ while doin gym i got a call. sigh. daddy. he called from brunei. and somehow, he knows i didnt do well. i didnt tell him, nor mummy, nor is it on facebook right? but he called, saying i should study hard this holidays (when i dont even know my next modules..) and i should understand the importance of a good education. and he knows my results could be better :( all when he might not even know how i actually did. he asks me not to look for a tiring job so i can study abit. sigh. wait till he finds out i lost my potential first class. he'll shoot through the roof. sigh second upper is not THAT bad is it :( i suppose when there's first class, second upper is bad. sijian tried consoling me that its not that bad. but he's got a bucket full of As, i could hear in his voice that he knew he'd be devastated with anything less than perfect scores or so. sigh.

okay i'm off to bathe and look pretty b4 i go for dinner w paul! have fun people!!