hello!

waiting for updates on dbl o? haha what happens in a club stays in a club. or so they say.. i've long figured it so doesnt work that way. humans can screw it up before, in, and after a clubbin event! yesterday was a night of birthdays, tonnes of shots and drinks, hot people around, drunk people around, making out, smoke all over the place.. ... it was pretty wild a night.

met jon n valla for dinner at central b4 deciding to walk all e way to dbl o (which isnt THAT far if uve got good company) :) haa we reached at friggin 8.30 to wait for the girls. goodness. 8.30 =/ i was hoping for someone to arrive, just hoping.. then i say this big group of guys coming and being able to recognise half of them, i got a little happy hopin he might just be there. but nope, bugger was late as usual.. when he showed up, i was rathherrr happy, but he just randomly waved in our general direction and walked off. okay........... i was hurt, i admit. small got him over and we had a little private convo which went

"wei small says ure gona cry"
"cry over u. worth it not?"
"i think so.."
"well actually no........."
"so ure not crying right?"
"no"
"u'll be okay right?"
"yea i will"
"okay la then u take care k i see u later i go first"
"k. bye"

SIGH. then after we all went in the bugger just left for another club w/o even saying byebye to me. so he was declared asshole by e gang + jon n valla! ITS OKAY... i have my girls! jevon arrived after that and we played pool =) haha im so glad didi taught me pool when i was much younger! i may not be as good as the guys but i can hold my own. and i beat this rather hot friend of jon's. (pk he shall be called) heh. ;)

then i got a call!! and i rushed outside w kahei's cake to meet rayner =) i think he's awfully awfully sweet a person, to come all e way down to dbl O just to wish her happy bday and sing her a bday song. awfully sweet! e girls told her mel had this ultra hot guy to show her so they dragged her out of the club to search for e cute guy! haha then we surpised her with cute guy rayner + his friend alexis and a cake =) hope u liked ur surprise girl! one of the few sydney surprise that worked. goodness. pity jasmine n mich wasnt around!! haha.

not long after, we went to take shots and have some fun. wheet 3? 4? shots later.. haha yea... .... but we had loads of fun and hit e dance floor. THEN. what happens in a club stays in a club yea....... =x i hope the visuals will keep it that way (AHEM SMALL, VAL, BRYANT, JIE LUN, ur cameras... private only please...) i have this feeling i'm gona get blackmailed.

went out to meet sijian a little later. got burnt on my neck by his cig. i told him i hate it when he smokes, now i've got a blister and a mark to prove my point. heartbroken alr. i hate cigs. i hate cigs. he was being an asshole, so pk dragged me back in and declared he's not worth it. we had our fun and another shot and played silly games at the bar and i found another who's tongue can touch his nose!! COOL! but i can touch my elbow w my tongue and he cant!! small wonders how we ended up discussing such stuff at e bar. hahaha.. we had our fair share of fun last night. i lost all e girls after that! think we were all too far gone to remmeber where each other had gone.

went out for e 2nd or 3rd time to meet sijian. and found him totally wasted on e floor outside w e rafflesians. i dno what on earth we said or what i screamed at him. but he was a mess. i only remember bits and pieces, like alvin (his gay) sayin we shd remain as friends. and some others telling me he's not worth it even thou thye're buddies. RIGHT. that sets my path quite straight i guess, since both his friends and mine agree on one thing at least.

i upset someone last night. and i'm really sorry about it. its been a year dear friend. i never knew. i'm sorry pk n i upset u. i'm really sorry. sigh.