have you ever had a convenient friend? someone u were only close to cos she happened to be there. when u needed her, she'd always be there. even when u brush her off or u treat her unkindly, she would always, always be there for u.

ever wondered what would happen when she realization smacked her on her head?


to L. thank you for your sense and maturity. for sure u're right, u cant approach someone the same way u did in the past when u guys were close now that ure not. i wonder what else u try to say with that. its not restoring we need, its rebuilding. u cant build a one way friendship. if its just one way. maybe its not worth the effort. im beginning to think it fricking isnt.