hello!

i should be studying. i know i should. this is why i didnt want to come home!

haha its 6.50pm. and i just woke up. hahahaha im a pig right. i swear its e air con and e soft everything! it does things to youu! and now there's no more sunlight and im moody. i swear im retarded haha. but i want my sunlight

exams have gone really well so far. ive never really felt this good after half my exam before. BUT e pessimistic part o me says that everyone prob thought it was easy TOO. so if they all do damn well. by the norm, i will be PUSHED to e bottom of the friggin bell and get B :'( i donttt wannntttt a BBBBBBBBB.

been feeling kinda odd recently. like not really talking much with the girls/guys i used to talk to alot or hang out with alot due to e exam things. all smses i get now are like
"mel! how were ur exams?!"
"mel! mug together?"
i suppose its a MUST for now but i just miss everyone.

was having a more serious conversation with muddy. in case anyone wonders its NOT going to be anything but pure pure friendship w muddy. ahaha and we were talkin about whether a platonic relationship between friends is possible. i think so. and i would like it to be so with quite a few others. dont do something stupid. dont try anything dumb. i like the friend friend relationship we have now. let it remain this way.

OMG OMG OMG SMINT IS COMING HOME IN 30min! i so cannot wait. SMINT I KNOW U READ THIS. i have been looking forward ALL day. even though i was asleep! i announced ur arriving to didi liike a million tiemss. ahhh i miss you! WOOHOO~ yayyy~ haha