hellO!

i've e new phonee. yay =D my daddy's really e bestest daddy in e world! he came home from brunei and bought me a dive computer cos he's so damn worried i'll hurt myself during the dive trip with the school next year. hah after that we went to buy a new phone for me =) wanted the pretty sony erricson S500i or W580i! but it was totally out of stock island wideee! woahh! super sellable la. haha in e end i bought a samsung!! rarr i dno how to paste it but its e U70o or 12.1 from the ultra edition, the slide one wiht a mirror front. everyone tells me its a pretty phone suitable for the vain pot i am BUT u know its like not first choice and i dont like being 2nd best. rarrr.

anyway back to the nicest daddy in e world part, see e stupid starhub chap couldnt help me copy my contacts SO he suggested i go home and MANUALLY type every single contact into my phone. i was like raelly WTF. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. but i did anyway. or rather my nice daddy did. all i did was read him the names and numbers and he just tyed away. so nice right!!we sat ther for 2 hours doing this. ahah at the end he declared that i just have too many friends and we should just delete everyone. haha. nooo!!

so after that we drove all e way back to the shop again to get my damn phone. haha got it! then i went home to find a way of gettin all my contacts back into the new phone. damn. suddenly u feel as if 800 contacts is way too many. e idiot wanted me to manually type them all in. er. NO. haha ddaddy helped me install something and spent another 1 hr++++ getin it to work and helping me copy all my contacts from the pc into my neww phone. i picked about 700 people to put in only thou. so e 100 that ive missed :/ sorry.

anyway as i was going through the list of numbers. i realised some things.

1. SMALL HAS 4 NUMBERS. why ah?! ahaha

2. There are quite a number of people i havent talked to in ages.

these are e people who meant a great deal a long time ago, eg. yong jun? samantha? cavell? cindy? erwin? jeremy? haha from a long long time ago when we were very close. how time flies. i still remember most of their faces. and some of the things we used to do together. some of the trees we used to climb. i suddenly have the urge to message all of these people to tell them HEY i still rememebr you and i suddenly miss you! do u even rememebr me? but, i am so afraid of hearing that i've been forgotten and the memories are merely one sided. rarr x( but i supose i shall pick or choose one or two and send....? *shrugs.

then there are people whom i dont even remember and there are like ALOT of jasmines and yilings and alans and jeremys and jonathons and stuff like that. with each name i look at a different memory hits me (walao i got hit 800+times) some beautiful, some disgusting, some just plain erm...ugh f*ck off.... .... ...... ..... ........................ ..............................................

just now i was looking at this old box i have and i poured e whole chunk of letters i've had from my 3 mths in RJ. how i managed to fill that box in 3 months i still dont know. i read what my classmates, random people, old dunman rafflesians have written and suddenly i realise that whats going on in NTU is nothing compared to what i went through there. the scrutiny and bitchings are so mild here, particularly cos there are so many more people to yak about. haha that might explain my heck-care attitude about these rumours and stuff. cos its like e erm... (pri sch, sec sch, rj, vj...) 5th time im hearing nonsense people fabricate about me. so it doesnt relaly bother me really. its kinda what was easily predicted even before i stepped into the school. haha how i started hooking up males in clubs before the first time i ever clubbed with my lovely sydney gang. how i slept with X no. of guys even though i've yet to try sex. sometimes i wonder where all this creativity came about. silly people. perhaps if all e efforts got dumped into marketing and OB, we might see a great deal of A+s this year on 15 and 22 november.

anyway! the exams are near!! oh my!!! lets all study hard and do well ok? haha all e poor ntu ppl who have exams next week GOOD LUCK. ahahah all e smu and nus chaps still have time to watch movie, play bball, go shopping, and stuff. haha i suppose my turn will come soon. rarrr

ALL THE BEST PEOPLE. get those As =D!

really couldnt find many new pics but this is it so far. haha handsome feminine engine mugger. my pri school senior some more! how small e world is =D