i feel awfully retarded. had dinner with shaun heng. e tj one thats a year younger this evening and we took a few photos. and mel the genius deleted before saving them and now i cant find them anywhere in the com! someone help me x( hmm. anyway he's grown. he's not 1.81m tall. god. i've been going out with tall guys alot recently. may this boost my growth x( haha

anyway some pics from the stayover at didi's. haha it wasnt too bad. as usual we had a giant quarrel. which left him bleeding from my violence and me shaken and traumatised again. hmm. after that we went to have dinner and do some light shopping to let my eyes de-puff before heading back to his place. omg we saw. this GIANT cat. it was GIANT. i swear its HUGE. oh ya. my gf totally sucks.

"omg u know its like the BIGGEST cat i've seen in my life!!!"

"i've seen a tiger...."

x( situational joke. i dont think u get it. i felt like poking her.. ahah anyway here's e cat.

its HUGE now isnt it. wow i've nv seen such a big one. it DIAO me la. wad the hell. he turned. stared at me. "rolled" its eyes. and walked away. i so wanted to step on his tail. bitch. hahaha ok self amusement!

anyway sch's been great. i totally love my kids more day by day. today my girl was lik "miss tan can we throw a surprise party for u?" haha a surprise indeed. how cute can they be really. haha and we talk and laugh as if we're all friends during recess and after school. but they're oh-so-respectful and obedient during lessons. i guess i've learnt what's being firm not fierce. gosh i love them.

i think being in e convent has changed me. i now half say the prayers in the morning. that "god in heaven, holy be your name" thingy. i dont really understand it. but i guess i do feel something and it does motivate/give strength to me every morning as the little girls and us teachers recite it. uh oh. what does this mean... hmm

anyway. i know u can tell. but thats me. wahaa. apparently my friend saw e larger version of my shoot they had at e studio and started screaming. damn pai sehing! haha then she smsed me and insisted i go see myself. i dont look lik me huh. if u look closely. u'll realise its my eyes. other than that. they say u cant tell.. ahah..