qiaoping. says:
are you looking?
~JúzáÐrëãm~ `* when in doubt, SMILE. when all else fails, LOOK CUTE says:
im droolinggg
qiaoping. says:
hahaha
~JúzáÐrëãm~ `* when in doubt, SMILE. when all else fails, LOOK CUTE says:
omggggggg
qiaoping. says:
how do you spell GORGEOUS
~JúzáÐrëãm~ `* when in doubt, SMILE. when all else fails, LOOK CUTE says:
actually im not sure
~JúzáÐrëãm~ `* when in doubt, SMILE. when all else fails, LOOK CUTE says:
kaka?
qiaoping. says:
YUP

http://inokitty.myi.cc/bbs/zboard.php?id=hinaki&page=1&sn1=&divpage=1&sn=off&ss=on&sc=on&select_arrange=hit&desc=desc&no=27

WHY IS HE MARRIED :'(

i think i'm a total bra lover.

i saw this push up bra from victoria secrets and im totally in love. it looks gorgeous. b4 u start gg "wtf does mel need a push up bra for?!?!" let me show it clearly. its says on e site

• C-cup sizes provide uplift and shaping with minimal enhancement.
• D-cup sizes provide uplift and shaping without added volume.

SEE. haha dont go cursin at me yet.
BUT.
i do have about 30/40 bras to date.
i have only ONE pair of boobs.
it costs like $60 i think.

but its in baby pink and its so gorgeous and its in MY SIZE. which is rare already. ugh



OMG! dinner w sydney gang today. dinner was suppose to be 6.30. we all reached earliest at 6.40. francis 7.40. valerie 7.50/8. jason OT, didnt turn up. im gona faint. hahaha. it was pretty amusing with franny and ALL his army stories. army really amuses me. though i totally dont get all their short forms what GB and BMT and whatnot. haha got sick of stayin in village so we went to starbucks. omg it was like so funny. i drew eye liner for francis. he was practically screaming and tryna hold me off. but he gave in in e end. haha we went a little further and convinced him that mascara was like the MUST HAVE. hahaha HE LOOKED GORGEOUS. goth and gay but utterly gorgeous. sexy. i loved the look. he should do it everyday in army. haha he went home with it. wonder how he's gona get it off w/o any remover. haha pics will be up sooN!

oh i lost my make up job agian.. i think its fate. im just NOT fated to work in make up lines. nvm i shall take it as a sign from god, not to mix with e stupid people of society. granted, they ARE important. since they stupid and dumbest do e shit which no one else would be willing to do for life. bitches. talked to alice e manager. and she asked if i would like to teach tuition in english to her. haha she says she was really really sad to see me go. cos i was one of the few counter girls who didnt glare at her when she walked past and in e past few MONTHS i was e ONLY one who actually smiled at her. what f*ckin bitches they all are. may they smoke themselves all to death. BAH. alice doesnt deserve to be taking such shit from them.

he is so . so . cute. ugh.

i am certain its a crush. full blown crush

and didi is dead jealous and feels like beating him up

but WHYYYYY

he's gay x( my daryllllll

apparently jean and jing thinks he looks like a firefly.whatever that is supposed to look like

*sobs.....

i shall let e pictures to the talking.

i love jean so much. so so so much :)

hello! its ME again~ muahaha i think i really high today. heh went to mark stuff at didi's house while he studied and e baby played. i should really stop calling her a baby cos she's getting old now. haha her teacher complained about her. cos she went to hold this boy's hand and when they sat down for lesson she put HIS arm around HER. aha e teacher wants to know what she learns at home =x ahah and her mom thinks didi and i are responsible =x haha but i heard that e boy is cute so should be ok right =)

hello! another post! shows how bored i am. haha ive been damn high all evening/night. let me show u some stuff that have amused me

franny said
"i was MOE. i am MINDEF."

didi said
"even I look at myself and I think I'm cute can"

haha i dno why e second one amused me so much but it did.

did i mention that i seriously dont like to take P3s. gross. i got to class today very late with lik 10min left and lik wth. there were 3 girls crying and so many were running about screaming. i thought someone had died or something. turns out one was realy hungry. one was pushed and her hi[ hit e table. and e third decided to cry cos everyone was noisy and crying. god. they almost made miss tan cry. i dont like P3s x(

today there was a performance in school. and my little girl performed. WALAO. i was STUNNED i tell u. artistic gym. which is something like dance + stunts. it was freaking good. they did alot of flips and coordinated cartwheels and stuff professionals would do, NOT little girls. i was so so sooo proud of her i started to cry. then evelyn (anotehr teacher) was giving me that *shakes head* face. but OMG. i felt like an elephant after watching them. the girls did this thing where by they were facing opposite directions (one facing e floor one facing e sky) and their held each other's legs and became a hoop and starting rolling around. ..... ok it isnt as retarded as i made it sounds honestly. aiya! i was just proud =D

after that headed over to didi's place to sleeP!! cos i was freaking tired. taught my baby to read b4 that. she's learnt 3 words today! "da (big), xiao (small), ren (human)." she learns DAMN fast. why are babies so smart. think thats y im gettin dumb? cos im already lik 18++.. after that i totally was so drained i just went straight to sleep. baby slept too. haha so cute. supposed to go shopping at 4. but didi says i couldnt wake up and i kept toppling back to sleep so in e end we went off at like 6+ =x haha im such a pig. had dinner and shopped again! i still totally love this pair of satin cum lace 3-inch pump/wedge. its gorgeous and damn stylish. i dno y i havent gotten it yet -_-'

ok im lazy and sleepy. goodnight

i feel awfully retarded. had dinner with shaun heng. e tj one thats a year younger this evening and we took a few photos. and mel the genius deleted before saving them and now i cant find them anywhere in the com! someone help me x( hmm. anyway he's grown. he's not 1.81m tall. god. i've been going out with tall guys alot recently. may this boost my growth x( haha

anyway some pics from the stayover at didi's. haha it wasnt too bad. as usual we had a giant quarrel. which left him bleeding from my violence and me shaken and traumatised again. hmm. after that we went to have dinner and do some light shopping to let my eyes de-puff before heading back to his place. omg we saw. this GIANT cat. it was GIANT. i swear its HUGE. oh ya. my gf totally sucks.

"omg u know its like the BIGGEST cat i've seen in my life!!!"

"i've seen a tiger...."

x( situational joke. i dont think u get it. i felt like poking her.. ahah anyway here's e cat.

its HUGE now isnt it. wow i've nv seen such a big one. it DIAO me la. wad the hell. he turned. stared at me. "rolled" its eyes. and walked away. i so wanted to step on his tail. bitch. hahaha ok self amusement!

anyway sch's been great. i totally love my kids more day by day. today my girl was lik "miss tan can we throw a surprise party for u?" haha a surprise indeed. how cute can they be really. haha and we talk and laugh as if we're all friends during recess and after school. but they're oh-so-respectful and obedient during lessons. i guess i've learnt what's being firm not fierce. gosh i love them.

i think being in e convent has changed me. i now half say the prayers in the morning. that "god in heaven, holy be your name" thingy. i dont really understand it. but i guess i do feel something and it does motivate/give strength to me every morning as the little girls and us teachers recite it. uh oh. what does this mean... hmm

anyway. i know u can tell. but thats me. wahaa. apparently my friend saw e larger version of my shoot they had at e studio and started screaming. damn pai sehing! haha then she smsed me and insisted i go see myself. i dont look lik me huh. if u look closely. u'll realise its my eyes. other than that. they say u cant tell.. ahah..

lets see. whats been going on in my life?

planning meet-the-parents session.
planning powerpoint to teach perpendicular and // lines
praying like shit that ntu calls me
being miserable at lido dior counter
marking till my brain goes fuzzy everyday
going out with different cute males =)

life aint too bad. haha i am loving my kids more day by day. during international friendship day, they secretly prepared and put up a private performance for me. only later did i learn that they ate into their recess to practice it. i was so touched. almost moved to tears. how cute these kids can be huh.

neeraj called again. i like it when he calls me. its always always offering me high paying jobs. even though they're quite shit jobs. this times its survey. i told him im not gonna go back for $10/hr. he offered $15-$20 per hours. but he says with my track record pulling back the $20 aint a problem. same target. 25 surveys per hour. guess its no problem for me. im just wonderin if im hardworking enough to go do it. haha i was thinking. i do want that pair of new heels. and a new skirt.. so 2 hours.. $30... ughhh i am tempted.

im lazy to update everything i've been doing and everyone i've been going out with. so here are
some randoms.

dunman high bball dinner at nydc =D haha 2 of us are teachers. one of us is slacking and spending cash like water. one of us has just quit all her jobs. e other's working hard. ie, none of us have changed. mouse is still so adorable. asonah is still the aunty. jas is still random and totally adorable. dino is still fighting with bull and oh so smooth to touch. bull is still the bimbo. =) i love the bballers. really i do. e girl is dino.

e girl with long hair is rachel wee. my photoshoot got cancelled today cos mervyn wee couldnt make it so i went shopping with his daughter. haha. we had fun and i bought a pair of shoes i hate. i totally fell for a pair in mondo! but felt bad wanting to spend so much on shoes in one day. donations anyone?? =x haha

e individual pic is shuan. reason for me finally not being in e pic? cos out of a million we took. none had both of us looking nice. and since we're both obviously vain like hell that wouldnt do. so we've agreed on taking pictures when we next meet and he's bald. haha

last pic. hanbin. dunman high senior i've never gone out with before. haha i dont wana say anything more.

AIYA!!!!!!! I REALISED I DIDNT TAKE PIC W TONG. shit. had dinner w tong on monday cos no one else was free. walao that ass got accepted to London School of Economics. which is like tmd hard to get in. why is he so lucky. and rich. london. god thats how pretty. haha asking him to check LV and dior prices there for me. in exchange i will buy him tonnes of magee mee so he doesnt have to eat expensive london food. wahaha.

of cos i dont have to upload pics or say anything about who i spent e rest of the days of the weeks with. haha =) stay over tml! movie! midnight marking ... ... ... =x only didi would be that nice.

yeaps~ my weeks have been eventful.
have i mentioned that i love my kids.

god leaving them will kill me. :'(

marymount girls :)

this is one of my favourite girls in class. her name is crystal. a pretty girl. awfully cute. though not the brightest around.

lovely now isnt she :) makes me smile everytime she smiles. haha but she's awfully shy. sat beside her in e omni theatre. haha she is awfully cute..

haha some more random shots of my wonderful class!

haha another adorable one. haha dionne small. =D cant u see why i love going to school now. though i shout at them almost e entire day. i've grown so attached to them i just cant bear e thought of having to leave them all at the end of the term..

so cute.

i realised. even now, after 1year 1month.
im not over it.
right now. i feel like crying again.
i feel so so sad all over again.

reason for this sudden realisation :
she was at mos last night

far too many people were there last night.
thank god i was half drunk/high and didnt remember much.

i wonder if she'd have made it if i'd seen her
franny doesnt seem to think so.

hello! its me again. haha anyway, im tired and sick. and STILL i'm going mos tml. i think i'm asking for death. haha but i havent gone for so so long. haha i probably will apply MC on sunday. 1. cos im too tired after clubbing. 2. BCOS I AM WORKING WITH THE BITCH. omg its karma i tell u. today. she claimed she has bad sales when its actually cos she just started work so she "nicely" asked me to go away so she can do some serving. me being e "try to be nice" me, did so. after she got 2 bills, i thought it was enough. afterall, it aint my fault e bills she opens happen to be 30/50 and mine happen to be 200/150 bills yea. so she tried every means to chase me outta counter my making me run multiple errands for her to give her chance to get ALL customers. i did as she asked. its KARMA i tell u. when i was away, NO customers. e moment i'm back. a tai tai walks towards ME. so i HAVE to serve. haha. happy happy.

OHHHH so cute u know. i met 2 students today. i was walking around counter and someone said "excuse me" so i turned and the someone said "hello miss tan!" hahaha. so cute right. so i hugged my little british-chinese mix student. haha so cute. then i spoke to her mom a little. i bet e mom must be wondering what kinda teacher i am looking all made-up with short little kid fringe ahha.. i bet she thinks im a bad influence to her little one. haha. after that. while shopping with didi there was this little kid in my way so i smiled and let her pass. she stopped and stared at me "er. hello miss tan =D" OMG. another one man. but i didnt know her name so i quickly zaoed b4 her mom decides to talk to me =x haha its so cute seeing this kids. it just makes me smile, thinking about my job as their teacher as compared to being a beauty advisor and being around mega-bitches. ugh.

ok im damn sick and tired. think i've gotta rest early. i realised ive not talked to some of my friends for e longest of times. so horrid. example, CAI PING. ahaha e blur and forgetful one. next week meeting up with shaun and rachel wee and all e guys who are gg off to army! its always nice to have outings and dinners to look forward too. makes me look forward to mondays =D

oh i shall upload my "aneroxic model" picture soon!

hello everyone. ok i have decided t use this as my public blog. my private one wont be updated sooo frequently lest something starts happening with AHEMAHEM. or i have more personal stuff. anywayyyy lets talk about more normal stuff here haha

oh ya i had a photo shoot last week with jean yip. or rather the first half of the shoot. had to rush off for work so didnt complete e whole things. haha i love doing shoots. so fun. and u get to look pretty and take beautiful shots! but i figured ive got a problem when it comes to shoots. my first look never turns out well. happened at the last shoot too and i was wonderin if its just a one off thing but apparently not! cos this time. e first look, i did at lesat like 20 shots before a got a good one. disgusting. e photographer n e hairstylist couldnt figure out what was wrong. i think my eyes were too spaced out for awhile? so e pictures lacked focus x( bah. but e next 2 looks were pretty fine i guess. cos got into e mood to do e shoot and all. e last one was e coolest i'd say! haha theme was black and white so basically i wore a black tube. e first look was hair generally messed up, then fringe backcombed and comin down e middle of my face and curling against my cheek. it LOOKED nice, but it was very hard to photograph with that stupid curl in the way. i cant even rememebr e 2nd look honestly, i think i was too sleepy? just shoot and go. i looveedddd e third one !! they bunned up my hair, and i wore a WIG. yeap. i DID NOT, cut my hair into a bob. it was a WIG! haha i bet those ppl who believed me are wantin to totally kill me now! haha anyway mervyn wee (jeanyip's husband) saw this picture in a mag and decided my face shape was similar to the girls, so he decided to let me try bob. so fun! thou i find it hard to ttake pictures with such short hair, cos u dont have anything on ur shoulders and covering your neck! but apparently i had good shots there, so we shall see how things go. cant wait till e pictures come out!

haha anyway. i realised, much as i totally LOVE make up and i totally LOVE e brand Christian Dior, i may have to quit working at lido. i seriously cannot stand the girls there. firstly, one is a total bitch to me. i shant elaborate here. secondly, there is serious communication breakdown, since my main language spoken is english, and theirs is chinese, hokkien, or vulgarities. i find it awfully distasteful and just downright disgusting, especially if the girl is relatively cute/sweet looking, that e moment she opens her mouth, "kaninabe eh. li eh lan jiao la" god. every obscenity ive ever heard was repeated in e couple of hours i spent in their presence. DISGUSTING. a girl saying "cb" and "na be" and "ka ni na" just doesnt sound good. god bless them. anyway, i think they are close to dying anyway so it doesnt really matter, considering how much they smoke. today the girl came back from break totally smelling lik cigarette. she smoked so much that she just had to WALK PAST w/o opening her mouth for me to smell her smoke. gross. so converrsation with girl1 was minimal throughout our working period together cos her english is er, not for conversation use and my chinese and hokkien are, not preferred languages. and e momenet girl 2 came, they started yaking and yaking in chineses/hokkien and litterin their ********&(&@%*^%# all over e place. felt really lonely e whole day. me n my p4 essays i was marking. sigh. e only joy i get there is when i get to work with my giant crush, daryl. he is so so cute and just, i dno =D haha he makes me smile. pity he's gay huh. haha why are e good ones gay. anyway he's been attached for 3 years now. and its working out good. i suppose i am happy that he's happy la....... thou i'd much rather him straight. haha he's really nice to me and girl1 and girl2 are wondering why he "na me teng2 wo" as they put it. ie, take care/side me. something like that. haha i dont care why, as long as he continues it. ugh one super disgusting thing by girl 2 (e bigger bitch). see daryl n i worked together in e aftn, so e whole aftn i was helpin him correct a speech he was presenting. all was going fine and i can assure u e english was near perfect since all e words and sentences he used were simple. then, bitch came and gave me "THAT LOOK" for being so close and laughin w daryl. AND THAT BITCH attempted to CORRECT MY ENGLISH. wth. SHE? wants to correct MY english?! UGH. i feel insulted? like hello? are we forgetting a little point here, YOU CANT BLOODY SPEAK ENGLISH PROPERLY? POOF. hmph. so pissifying lar. i wanted to slap her. she wanted to insert a word to relate to a noun before the commar. it would have been correct if there WERE a noun! but NO, there WASNT one. AND, she didnt even know wtf was a noun. UGH. i feel insulted like hell seriously. SHE, correct MY english. granted i dont have flawless and perfect english. but i can sure as hell speak/write better that EVERY one of the Christian Dior girls there. HMPH.

ok what a long long entry. haha anyway. today i noticed something. bitch 1 n bitch 2 are 21 and 24. not far off from my 18. and teachers in marymount are lik what 30+? yet with them, there is never an end of things to talk about. we talk about literature, plays, school, hobbies, even mahjong. yet with e stupid bitches. we dont even get 2 sentences across. i guess i have figured out where i DONT wana spend e rest of my life working. and i realised, teachers really ARE nice people. as in they seriously are. they are the ones, who at 30, will stilll always do considerate and kind acts for each other, who will smile at a total stranger so long as u are a teacher in the same school. who looks kind even though they're ugly. a counter girl will NEVER open a door for u (unless u are a tai tai and can spend loads of cash). neither will they smile at another coutners' girl. hell. some dont even smile at their OWN counter people. ugh. mayb its due to a lack of brains. since couter work is REALLY a no brainer job.

OK im gg to chat and mark. i shall blog another day and upload pictures of my darling kids. i so love them now. im gona be devastated when week 10 comes. my girls :'(