You Are An ENFJ

The Giver You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed. Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections. Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down. You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine. In love, you are very protective and supporting. However, you do need to "feel special" - and it's quite easy for you to get jealous. At work, you are a natural leader. You can help people discover their greatest potential. You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist. How you see yourself: Trusting, idealistic, and expressive When other people don't get you, they see you as: Bossy, inappropriate, and loud

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Haha i suppose its true to an extremely large extent!

been getting random smses from people i havent been talking to for months or years and i've sent a few myself. all of a sudden these people appear back in ur lives and u realise how much u've missed them over the years. how the every single day bus ride home together then the phone calls till late were long long gone. suddenly everyone's seemed to grow in totally different directions. especially after entering uni, everyone seems to have grown tremendously. didi says i'm pretty much the same internally - naive but sweet, blur but honest, retarded but intelligent. but he says he's worried for me cos i see the world very simply and in an awfully straightforward manner. like everyone is supposed to be nice and there are no meanies around. haha then it suddenly hits like a bus that people are cunning and they are cruel. and they can be horrid even if u dont do a thing to them. and some of them have such big heads u dont know whats going on in them (HAHA) suddenly im stunned. that people actually make friends for the sake of exploiting them and tapping onto their capabilities. like what? how does that even get into ur head. ugh

conformity. realised i dont really subscibe to that much. my sister was reading some psychology text of mine which said how there are numerous kinds of people and the last being those who arent totally mainstream and "nomal" who are overly loud and enthusiatic and crazy and all. my sis was like "HEY LOOK! WE FIT THERE! *BEAMS*" and i was pretty puzzled. is being abnormal all that great? she said "well at least we fit somewhere! there's a category just for us!!" this said with all her innocence and big watery eyes.haha makes me feel different about myself.

the giant difference between me and ezen da ge is that he is willing to conform to norms even if they go against his thinking and logical reasoning. even if it makes no balls of sense. as long as everyone else does it, it has to be right. its as though his life aim is to maintain world peace with the world. as long as im part of it all im cool im fine he seems to think. i sppose thats how people get by and make it through as a normal everyday kinda person. haha the only thing he's done thats probably off the norm would be to grow close to me. and get influenced by my thinking. haha which is about 180 degrees off the normal standards. there are times when friends and group mates do things which are. unethical and not very nice, which he lets go. closes both eyes and of cos doesnt tell me!! now after its all over he goes.

"hey u know...that time.... he..... so we..... not very nice la..... but....... nevermind also hor......" NO ITS NOT OKAY CANNOT NEVERMIND. those would be occasions we dont agree. haha. anyway after that conversation i got back to my room and spoke to the member in question and set things in order again. sometimes im too hard on people. sometimes i wonder how bad things would get if everyone just got their way in everything.

haha my mummy's home from the USA =D i miss my family. i'm longing for it to be complete once again. come 5th nov, my daddy will be back for awhile at leas :( not far far awayyyy rarr brunei is so far. with all the tigers and boars. sniff. stayin in hall i realise the importance of family. like everything moves in and out of ur life. but they are the core that stays. really they are. since i was a little girl like half my height now. my mom would say. no matter what i do wrong or what happens to me, i can always go home. the doors of home will never close to me =) i now understand exctly what she was sayin. if i have kids one day. (ugh..) i will tell them that as well.

and someone told me. for you to know that much about what i do, when i do it, how i do things, whether or not they are accepted, you must notice me a heck lot. thank you, im honoured. but please please try try try hard to pry ur devoted attention away from me and onto others. then u can start speculating and coming up with odd perceptions of them. i think ur job with me shd be done.