nostalgia
a wistful or excessively sentimental sometimes abnormal yearning for return to or of some past period or irrecoverable condition

funny.
how just listening to a song brings back so so many memories
even thou we never even heard the song together before
all i did was stare at u as the song played

unsettling.
how catching a certain scent in e wind turns my head
its as if im lyin by you again
thou that moment was long forgotten

sweet.
how i smile as i long for that saturday 5 years ago
when i rested my head against the piano
mesmerised as i watch your fingers do magic

i stand here looking at my life now. e whirlwind of activites in hall i've packed myself with. the stack of textbooks and notes beckoning me (which i am ignoring). e datelines i'm missing. e dates i ought to arrange but have yet too. tong's flying off tomorrow. and i've yet to meet him. even thou im having fun. i realise i dont know what im doing. then insert didi into the picture. its even larger a blur to me. we're holding on. but.