should i cut my hair short??

Hello! just some pictures from some time ago i FINALLY learnt how to shrink them so i can post them!! =)

my bimbotic episode with ling ling

hall clique celebrating JJ's bday =D

Pageant girls at e photoshoot =D

Pageant babies =D all of us.

in costume

again :)

executive n secretary?

never once did i fall..

hall clique + peiyi! pure happinesss~

hall king and hall prince!!

hall king and hall queen!! royalty!!!

Pageant babies, nervous backstage =x

pageant girls, w/o lala!!! x(!

my pageant partnerr ~

main focus is not jj, its my wonderful room. suddenly i think it needs packing :s e table behind is mine~

hello!

6.06am, im awake! odd huh. in about an hr or so my gf's gona wake up and study (pengz). meant to do OB&D proj then go off to bed. but shoppin online got the better of me. its addictive.

my my. i realise i suck at remembering normal faces. there are way to many people in NTU for me to rememeber all e names and faces. so i really am in general waving to whoever waves and smiling to whoever smles. for some reason this happens alot in Canteen 2. haha random observation these couple of days..

ive been emo again! and i feel like smackin my own butt for it and for stressing e hall ppl. im sorrrrrryyyyyyyy! its odd. how ive been feeling pretty lonely these 2 wks. even though im constantly surrounded by the bestest people u could ever ask for neighbours =)

my roomie's e greatest of cos, thou she cant stand my weird unconcerned attitude towards dust. it is quite funny really. when woman goes magicclean the floor then ask "see how clean e room is mel?" then i think to myself "huh? was there dust in e first place!" but i think its time to clean my table. i found a few bodies of dead insects and dust balls and (let me confirm, im checking) hair, tissue bits. oh my my. when is didi coming ah. hha

there's wan. yi. haha their names are damn versatile i telll u. no matter how u mix and match still ok. e 4 words are wan yi hui ling.
wan yi
hui ling
wan ling
hui yi
wan hui
yi ling
wa i think my math rocks. this is a kinda or permutation? or combination? haha im not sure either. those 2. kee siao. seriously. i dno what else to say. haha they are also my bathing parnters. and i have started to grown dependent on them. sht.

and downstairs of cos there's the guys. bingy and jj. nicest guy in e hall and mr. handsome boy. haha had a very, enriching, enlightening, disturbing, etc.... chat with e guys till late last night cos i zi high and cant slp again. (haha small if ure reading this, my HIGH after 8 still applies) haha. i learnt things i've never known from these 2. and jj is officially e guy in NTU who makes me cry e most. someone chuck one of my sister's gold medals at him please.

u know, i think im a weird person. jj credits it to my traumatised childhood. bingy credits it to my ultra loving daddy who's decided to shelter his baby daughter since she was little, ensuring she'll only marry one who's capable of lovin her in e same manner. but yes i think im weird. im highly dependent. and ultra needy. ie, i'll prob curl up and die if no one bothers about me e whole day. and i'll be really lonely and get depressed and crying if left alone. e thought of comin back to hall in e afternoon when no ones around scares me. ugh. what a worm mel seriously. u need to grow balls. im also really sticky. literally. go firgue.

ok i suspect whatever's been biting me is living under my table. i just got bitten again. ugh. what a bitch. when i find u. u will be our JCRC's vp's supper tml night. ugh.

have i ever mentioned that i love balloons. esp those helium filled flying ones! call me a kid but i really cant help smiling watching them =D haha i also love bubbles. i like to blow bubbles. look at bubbles. pop bubbles. run about with bubbles. haha i love kites. didi was e first person to fly a kite with me. he taught me to. or at least he attempted to. i didnt raelly succeedd, even thou im totally unbimbotic and totally smart.

i want to club. havent clubbed for damn damn damn damn damn damn damn long. bloody 2 months i think. withdrawal symptoms alr. omg!

oh another random bit of info, FRANCIS's COUSIN IS MY TUTORIAL MATE. haha like wth? damn qiao. haha they call him STELLA. and i havent told her about what happened after drinking. hha. im really looking forward to the sydney gang thing on sat!! OMG ITS 2 days from now!! ahhH~ haha been damn long since i actually saw e girls (franny is a girl). i miss them. even thou we're not close till charles would term "suck cock buddies", we have ur fair share of joy and laughter dont we =) even thou one memeber's missing! and we miss her.! we'll still have fun and play around while we're attempting to keep our GPA's up! hoho im excited. SMALL ARE U READING THIS.!!!??? SUAY LIAP AH. i didnt grow. hahahah

i am going to sleep. cos its very late. and i cannot sleep when e sun comes up. and i have project tml. (now is a good time to use the word really) I FUCKING DONT WANT TO GO. those who've heard why u'll get why. those who havent. er u wont then. haha. i dont think its appropriate to say it here.

hello people! this is quite interesting
(hello wanyi i know ure reading this =D )

A kiss isnt just a kiss, or simply a precedent to sex and foreplay.
Most men simply dont realize how important a first kiss is to a woman.
Kissed for the first time by a new or potential lover,
a woman decides right there and then
whether youre in for a second, longer dive.

Good kissers make an unshakable impression.
If you can kiss with much sensuality and confidence that the only
option for your kiss victim is to beg for more,
you can expect the other party
to have opinions of you higher than the
roof above your head.
Its bonus points for physical attraction,
and it gets you very far often into the bedroom.

Good kissers have a range of techniques and
types of kisses for every occasion at their disposal.
A lot of (first) kisses happened in clubs, for some reason,
while youre giddy with groovy music pumping in your
ears and alcohol pumping in your blood.
Everyone looks cuter, dont they, in
that supernatural nightlight swirling
around you. But that doesnt mean
abandoning all rationality and diving
straight into the lusty kill hoping it
might get you a sneak to the toilet for
a naughty quickie, especially if its a
first kiss.

Regardless of the location,
take note of a little helpful advice!

1. Check your breath.
Bad breath is a major turnoff.
Be mint-ready, and eat something light the
meal before the special moment, if you meant it to be.

2. Test the waters.
Youll need to feel the other party out,
and finding the right moment. You dont
want a forced kiss and a hell lot of
embarrassment. If you have trouble
reading signs, make a move on him or her
by getting closer and check the reaction.
Make shifting glances from the lips and eyes.
Response should be positive before you move on,
if he/she backs out, you do that too, no matter
how much you want it. Save some dignity
for yourself.

3. Start slow.
And that does not involve your lips yet.
Body language is important prior to that
moment when lips touch. Reach to touch
his/her arms, or the waist, or the small
of the back. When both of your lips
meet, dont dive the tongue in just yet.
There shouldnt be too much groping wetness.

4. Variety, please!
Dont stick to one boring form of kissing!
Add surprises, and not too much tongue.
Dont engulf your kisser in your mouth either.
You can move from short, soft kisses to longer,
deeper and more intense ones.
Change the angle of your head,
and remember to breathe.

5. Kissing doesnt just happen on the lips.
Body parts included. Go for small pecks
and nibbles on the neck, the earlobes
when the heat is turning up.

in case ure wondering, NO i DID NOT write this -_-" and NO i did nt just give up my first kiss. hahaha.

nostalgia
a wistful or excessively sentimental sometimes abnormal yearning for return to or of some past period or irrecoverable condition

funny.
how just listening to a song brings back so so many memories
even thou we never even heard the song together before
all i did was stare at u as the song played

unsettling.
how catching a certain scent in e wind turns my head
its as if im lyin by you again
thou that moment was long forgotten

sweet.
how i smile as i long for that saturday 5 years ago
when i rested my head against the piano
mesmerised as i watch your fingers do magic

i stand here looking at my life now. e whirlwind of activites in hall i've packed myself with. the stack of textbooks and notes beckoning me (which i am ignoring). e datelines i'm missing. e dates i ought to arrange but have yet too. tong's flying off tomorrow. and i've yet to meet him. even thou im having fun. i realise i dont know what im doing. then insert didi into the picture. its even larger a blur to me. we're holding on. but.

hello!

i havent updated for a month now. thank you to the loyal people who actually still click on this link. haha

been really busy tryna adapt to school life. my TWO DAY WEEK. haha busy w hall acitivities and for e last 2 weeks hall pageant. ahah pageant was really, memorable i'd say. cos of the gorgeous high ppl. think we're a bunch of 10 ppl whose dictionaries all dont have the word "shy" haha. my partner was this block 70 chap junjie. not too bad la he's a pretty nice guy. more updates on private blog when i feel like it not today.

haha i just realised i have ALOT of projects comin up that i must finish ad i dont have e time to do them all so i need to start now. and im involved with so many things in school as well. thre's dive comm, cheerleading, dance, block rep duties, interblock games, hall activites, tuition kids, etc. super tiring.

been quarelling a hell lot w didi as well. e last one was especially bad. im not gona say more, whether here or pvt blog. but it went seriously bad. sigh