Goodness. when was the last time i wrote something here. apologies for the long random absence. its always this way when school begins aint it. the start of school and hall life as usual brings with it many secrets, scandals, gossips and rubbish. thank goodness i'm barely part of any of the above at all =D

had an awfully wonderful time this evening with my m&ms darling SUYIIIII. haha i m going to miss her like hell when she goes back to UK :( its really funny how this friendship works out. she's awfully guai, super smart mugger, moe scholar, generally quiet and rather shy, etc.. haha im quite far off on most accounts, yet we're really good friends and we always have such a good time hanging out together =D took about 50 photos in starbucks today and had a hell of a time laughin. jolly good fun <3

aft tt took a detour on my way home and met up with haoran. hung around w him near our places and just talked. found out he's a friggin genius. haha but he's a really sweet person and there is more to him than meets the eye. had a good time hanging out with him this evening too! x)!!

anyway while talking i pondered on attractions, crushes, love of lives, and the like. how this play of emotions keeps us going in circles, round after round after round. when will this carousel stop? how no one can notice a single person. yet someone else's everyday life revolves around her. he was a boy, she was a girl, can i make it anymore obvious. well said indeed. this whole lotta bore boils down to a miscalculated circling, a sad partnerless dance. good luck.

sometimes, we find ourselves just quietly talking to no one but ourselves.