hey school's started. in these couple of weeks. so much has happened so quickly. i've made too many friends to count and too many to remember the names of all. so its become generally smiling at anyone who smiles. and printin notes is a total chore. ugh. lotsa stuff to read and print! hai its seriously independent learning. not good for a baby like me.

then there's always hall life. ohmygod i love hall life. i love my neighbours. everyday its just really re nao and loud and noisy at night when everyone is talkin to everyone and gatherin at my room to gossip and exchange juicy little secrets. ok everyone kinda means my bimbo gang + gf + their signi. other(s). haha but its a hell lotta fun. and its like havin people around u all the time whether u wana eat/bathe or simply take a walk. then there are tonnes of ppl from other halls i've agreed to meet and agreed to eat with but havent gotten e chance to im so sorry! i will yue u ppl soon. and when ive cleared them all there's the people living at jurong and west area to catch up with. =) haha i feel so happy and excited just thinkin about it.

then again there's the horrid balancing of school work! ugh. i was lookin at my readin assignment for a subject and im stunned and sadded instantly. so many pages of so many puny words *wailssss* smart ppl please pass me some brain cells okay. haha but at least i've got lots of time to read and learn. cos my timetable is shit slack. haha they have this whole system wheerby u have to take sme electives thats totally no link from whhat ure studyin. think its really cool that there's this system. only u never get to take what u wana take cos its already taken. holy irrittating man x( ugh. haha i havent gotten anything i want yet. so i'm like stuck w only doin 3 subject modules when my friends are doing like 5-7. so tragic huh.

im amazed at how fast ppl are pairing up in hall and in uni. its like we've all known each other about 10 days and already so many couples have formed. so many things are happenin all around me that i'm starting to lose focus of who i am, wheere i belong, etc. its quite overwhelming sometimes. at a point. i was lost. i didnt know who i was and why i was doing what i was doing with whom i was with. that was troubling.

i need to totally stop drinking. haha quoting DENSE "mel ah. everynight sure seh one. cos everynight we play any game she sure lose" which is quite true now i think about it. and anyone who knows me knows i cant drink for nuts. so its quite dangerous. esp aft Jash i learnt alot. hmm. someone said something to me yesterday which affected me ALOT. i dont think he knows the impact of his words. were nothing more than a line of concern i supppose. but thanks for that jolt back to reality. hmm.