hello!
goodness so much has been happenin since i last blogged. hongkong trip + nbs foc. ive had so damn much fun these couple of weeks! let me update on nbs first!

nbs rocked really. i had a high and fun OG. and e seniors there are jus fab honestly. even e super old ones. it was kinda odd at first seeing some 24/25 yr old guy playin stuff like "concentration" and yelling TONGKAT TONGKAT. but it really is super fun. they have this thingy called like photo formation which is hilarious cos e guys all lie at the bottom and girls just pile on top and everyone yells like "wo yao kan dao wo de lian" (i wana see my face) and guys below are like "wo yao wo de qiu" (i want my balls) haha it was so funny. lotsa fun games and cute cheers and terribly high seniors even at 4am. god i barely slept at all. with about 7 or 8 hours in total in 4 nights. damn siao. came back lsing weight and lacking sleep. but it was worth it =)

ok will update about hk next time. im sleepy.ciao loves

random thoughts

been a long long time since i actually posted an actual post instead of "blogged private". goes to show what a secret rollercoaster ride my life's been. haha nonsenes. boring more like it.

ive been doing some thinking these couple of days. and i look at me now, remembering the girl, one year ago, too weak and emotionally uncontrollable and unstable to take a bus home herself. im suddenly so thankful for the people who stood by me and accompanied me on those lonely rides. to u it might just have been a ride home with a friend going the same way. yakking all the way home. to me it was a way to keep me sane and alive. especially e netball team. i doubt i'd have made it without those girls. that crazy diverse and funny bunch of people.

some random ppl who saved me then. GF.smint.bern.jac.bobby (dont think ive forgottened u).shyong wei.jasmine.teletubby.andrew.adrian.timmy.chrys.amelia.serene.suyi.belle.darren.gabriel.shaun.val.
froggie.e entire netball team........ aiyo. e list is quite long i realised. but thank u to all of you. really.

my gf rocks. without her id have killed myself more than once. she's just the best in e whole world.

think one especialy nice person was bobby. for some reason he took it upon himself to cheer me up constantly every single day (no he was not interested in me.) he did e things id be missing having lost didi. e smses every period. e pei-ing me to mug and even do nothing. e phone calss and all. man that was one heck of a nice nice friend. thank you

especially thankful to simin/smint. alwys there to make the special effort to make people around her feel good. always going that extra mile. sending that quirky sms or two when u most need it. i rememeber some occasions she'd ring me just to ask if i were in school. just so we could go home together so i wouldnt be lonely and curl up at the back of 135 crying. even though 135 isnt the fastest route home for her. and the late night calls t 4am. i will miss those. blur and gong as i am at that time in the night. i'd still wana talk to her. hmm. wonderin when willl be the next time i go over to her place just down the road to bake a nice oreo cheesecake. messing up her entire kitchen along the way. by god i will miss am missing smint so much. she's gone just one year i keep telling myself, but nope. it doesnt stop the tears from falling